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The working/studying/church trio is killing me. I'm finding myself increasingly short-tempered with people who ask me to do things, and I'm finding it harder to take criticism from anyone. Just today in church, I was asked why my songs (I was songleading today) were in such high keys, and I saw red so fast that I couldn't meet this guy's eyes, I just said "hmm..." and walked away really quick, just in case I completely lost it and yelled at him (and he's a middle-aged guy who's my friend's dad and I've known him all my life!)
I've always had a short fuse, and stupid people - especially wilfully stupid people - annoy the hell out of me, but the nonexistent length of my current fuse is really starting to freak me out. I'm really afraid that I've lost all perspective on things because I feel so frustrated from the lack of time to myself in my life.
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Sngs Alumni @ 6.11.06 { 0 comments }
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